March 13, 2026 Poetry

Someday mami

Someday mami Artwork by Parker Wilson
 
“We haven’t seen you a while,
Come home”

Sorry mami   no
The textbooks have just uncuffed me
Idleness a luxury 
I shouldn’t presume
Duties   the hands on a clock ticking

Daughters in my culture return 
They’re like pilgrims circumambulating when they visit an apostle
I love you, papi, and the dog
But the love I think you expect is one I can’t carry
It’s a twiggy shrub in the middle of the path
 That catches on my pants
Pausing my trekking
Before, I didn’t know that cotton-candy snow burns like flames
Because you covered my hands with mittens
Or that the sky is a massive obsidian curtain sprinkled with glitter
Because my curfew was at eleven

“Can I come with you?”

Someday mami
I have yet to discover
You wouldn’t have let me
Scramble that giant rock   nature’s tower
Grip jagged granite
Feel the triumph at reaching its crown
When overlooking the valley.

I promise I will return
I won’t forget you
But I must make dreams memories
All you wanted was the best for me
To be proud of me
But I need you to allow me
To make myself proud too