Artwork by Parker Wilson
“We haven’t seen you a while,
Come home”
Sorry mami no
The textbooks have just uncuffed me
Idleness a luxury
I shouldn’t presume
Duties the hands on a clock ticking
Daughters in my culture return
They’re like pilgrims circumambulating when they visit an apostle
I love you, papi, and the dog
But the love I think you expect is one I can’t carry
It’s a twiggy shrub in the middle of the path
That catches on my pants
Pausing my trekking
Before, I didn’t know that cotton-candy snow burns like flames
Because you covered my hands with mittens
Or that the sky is a massive obsidian curtain sprinkled with glitter
Because my curfew was at eleven
“Can I come with you?”
Someday mami
I have yet to discover
You wouldn’t have let me
Scramble that giant rock nature’s tower
Grip jagged granite
Feel the triumph at reaching its crown
When overlooking the valley.
I promise I will return
I won’t forget you
But I must make dreams memories
All you wanted was the best for me
To be proud of me
But I need you to allow me
To make myself proud too